I Fantasize About Being Stabbed In The Bellybutton

Now don't get me wrong: I like NICE guys, especially if they're nerdy & my idea of the perfect man/lover/boyfriend/husband is Link! You know Link: the video-game elf dressed in green from the Legend of Zelda? I know...... I am a complete nerd but I am also very hot, so it's ok.
Anyway: I expect my boyfriend to treat me with the utmost respect & the most benevolent & protective love that could ever possibly exist, right?
Except for this one thing: I want a guy who wants to stab my belly-button.
Well, a few things: I like to be tied-up, taken by force (ok: raped, but not abused or hurt in any other way and NO DISGUSTING THINGS, of course; but well, there you go.)

But I want him to lust for it; desire to stab & penetrate my belly-button for not just mine, but his own sexual pleasure. NOT deeply enough to damage my internal organs or anything like that, just the flesh.....
Other than that, I really like romance, consideration, affection, regard & tenderness, etc., etc. Also, it is VERY, VERY important to me that he has NO desire to do sick, disgusting things to me involving waste or germs or anything like that (ICK!!!!!!!!!!) Anything else you want to know; if you are still reading this (and ACTUALLY want to know...), you can just feel free to ask since I seem to have no problem sharing way too much information about myself as it is..

Anyway; what do you think my chances are of finding a guy like that, hmmm?? This started out as a question: BUT I turned it into an experience; since I wrote too many words apparently, for it to be a question...